OMG I am so full. Just had yum cha, ordered to much sweet stuffs, I guess that was because my brain consumed too much glucose so it was screaming for sugar haha. My brother and sister in law will leave this Sunday. Finally, I can get my own bathroom back and have a neater apartment. Will miss them though, but ya, I still want my bathroom and the clean living room back lol.

Have been overeating these days when dining with bro n sis in law, they eat a lot, so I felt the urge to eat as well. Need to stop eating, feel like puke now.

So unproductive, need to study more efficiently, seriously. Just made my afternoon coffee to keep me awake after all the sugar, hopefully it will work.

Getting busy

A new semester just started, my timetable is as full as the fire in hell. I told myself to start doing summary notes, so I did, have to say it’s damn time consuming…hope the notes I made can help me later for revision.

I am still thinking if I should skip the afternoon long elective lectures tomorrow, but it seems kinda impolite to skip lectures at the beginning of the semester (in fact, the first lectures of my 2 elective subjects) and one of the lecturer was my tutor last semester (I did pretty well in that subject), so……urgh maybe I should go?

God, please help me deal with my OCD pleeeaaaassseeee!!!!! It’s so annoying, I guess it runs in family because my brother told me he has that as well, and he has depression, well, so do I, but I guess my depression is not as serious as his.

Mom did a body check and we are going to get the report back on this Saturday, hope everything is fine!!! To be honest, I am still keeping myself alive and staying with my family only because of my mom, she’s the best woman in the world, she suffered a lot of unhappy experiences before but she is tough so she had beaten all the shits and living a happy life with me now. Yes, I will keep myself good for my mom, only for her. I know gods always bless her so I feel VERY VERY VERY grateful, these blessings are the best things for my mom and I.

8:30am medicine lecture tomorrow and won’t be finished until 630pm, so I better go rest now.

Have a good night my friends ^^