Holding lecture notes and not really studying as usual in this Sunday afternoon. As I looking at the window and staring into space, once again I feel the power of time. It is so cruel yet gentle, it heals every wound and washes away everything without a single tread of evidence of their existence no matter how significant they were. I have been hurt and thought I would live under its shadow for the rest of my life. But slowly the dark shadow starts to fade, I just don’t care any more, I can’t even believe it, yes, that is true, I don’t care any more. Life is too short to live in the past. What is done cannot be undone, what is seen cannot be unseen. If we really think about life, there is really nothing important. After all, we are just tiny little things that cannot even be seen in the universe. We are all ashes. So why not just let time help us to ignore the things that upset us and keep the big smile on our faces?
Face the sun, embrace the rain, laugh when the thunder strikes, live our lives to the best.
We expect followers if we have public blogs, but somehow I feel extremely insecure to have followers and visitors that actually know me in real life. Honestly, I don’t want to expose the inner me to them, I felt unsettled when my best friend in high school followed my blog and it totally freaked me out when I learnt that she will receive emails if I have any new posts. I mean, it’s like there is no privacy. I’m ok if strangers become my follower, they don’t know me anyways, but friends in real life, no. I have to admit that I might have been a bit paranoid about this… So, I decided, that is it, I will start a new site and import my old posts from my old blog, and be all alone here (to stay away from the people who know me in real life). This blog is like my narnia, like my secret diary, would you let your friends or your family read your diary? I guess not.
A one-month-long swot vac started, I have been unproductive despect the fact that I off my mobile most of the day and no fb. I really need to study those endless med lecs or else i will die. Yes, tomorrow I will be more productive!
Happy Christmas holiday (well, it is Christmas study leave).
Never snows here so I turned on the snowflake setting, more christmassy haha.
Oh found this photo, how I miss this city, so beautiful in this wonderful Christmas season.